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Archive for January, 2007

NSL Practical Test

Today was my NSL practical test. I had a lot of time to prepare for it, but my mind was really not on it. So, I had to stay up till two in the morning to finish up my phamplet to be used for the practical test. I only remembered that I have a Law and Ethics test today when I reached school today. As I was too nervous about the practical test, I did not study for the Law and Ethics test at all. It will be a miracle if I pass it. I was surprisingly calm during the NSL practical test. My assessor said that I was not confident enough. Anyway, it is finally over! Yeah. However, I still have PAS presentation and NS4 Spring Test tommorrow and and NSL Theory Test on Thursday. Wahh, so many things…
Last Saturday, I did my first trick for a stranger. I was on the MRT, going home after meeting Eudora and buying all the New Year clothes. There was this couple standing beside me and they reminded me of the sweet times we had, so I decided to give it a try. She agreed and she was really pleased with the tricks. Hehe. It was really fun. I still need more practice performing though. I was really nervous at first but it got better after that.

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New Year Shopping

He. I went for New Year shopping with Eudora yesterday at Bugis and Far East Plaza. We shopped at Seiyu for quite a while, but did not get anything. It’s either the clothes cannot make it or it is too expensive. We bought four pairs of earrings (three for her and one for me), a bottle of perfume each, and had our eyebrows plucked, all at the push-cart stalls at Bugis. That was my first time having my eysbrows plucked and it was a little painful. It got a bit itchy after that but it is fine now. To be absolutely truthful, I don’t really see much difference. Anyway, we hopped down to Far East Plaza to shop. I love this shop called Clancy Boutique located on the fourth floor. It sells jeans for $19.90 per piece and the jeans are really nice. The best thing is that they have my size. I bought two pairs. I also bought a pair of black semi-heels. Eudora had to go so I went to This Fashion at Jurong East Entertainment Centre and bought three pieces of tops in all. Oh my, I HATE shopping. By the time I got home, I was ready to drop dead. My whole body was aching. It felt as if I just went for two hours of workout at the gym. Good thing Chinese New Year comes only once a year, or else I will really die… =_=”
My Dad was not very pleased that I bought jeans. He does not like me wearing jeans. I already have three pairs of jeans and plus the two pairs that I just bought yesterday, that will make it five pairs in all, and I still intend to buy more. My Dad wants me to dress more ‘girly’ with dresses and all. He says I have the elegance and the built for it. He wants me to find my own sense of style. I know all that, it is just that I really dislike wearing dresses or skirts. Once in a blue moon is fine, but anything more than that is simply torture to me. Haizzz… So, people, what do you think? What is my style? What should I wear to bring out my own style? Give me some comments.

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I Cry by Yuri Chika

I just heard this song “I Cry” by this Japanese singer named Yuri Chika. It really describes how I am feeling right now. The lyrics are as such:

Every night I find it so hard to sleep

Cause I keep thinking of you

And these feelings from deep

Oh baby I try to hide all these feelings for you

I keep them all out of sight

I don’t know what else to do

So I cry

But nobody hears me I cry

It’s my only solution I cry

To all this confusion I cry

With all of my heart I cry

Sometimes I wonder in the blink of an eye

Would you be willing to love me

Would you give it a try

I don’t know how else to show you

That our love could be real

I’ll be eternally faithful

Forever I’d feel

So I cry

But nobody hears me I cry

It’s my only solution I cry

To all this confusion I cry

With all of my heart I cry

No one can tell me that I should let you go

Cause I know in my heart

This feeling still running strong
Can’t get you out of my head

Can’t get you out of my heart

Can’t get you out of my life

No matter if we’re apart

So I cry

But nobody hears me I cry

It’s my only solution I cry

To all this confusion I cry

With all of my heart I cry

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Depression

I am feeling realy depressed now. My mentor just talked to me just now. She said she is very disappointed in me. There will be 44 students from China who will be joining us this year in April as students of the third batch of students of Ngee Ann Polytechnic School of Health Sciences (Nursing). She said she was really happy when she knew that there is a China student in her class. She wanted to have a model for the China students but I disappointed her. Then, before we parted, she told me that another lecturer had high hopes for me, but I disapoointed him too.

I was really unhappy with my marks, but I never knew that by doing badly in the examinations, I would be letting so many people down. What’s more, the two lecturers who were disappointed in me are two of the lecturers that I really like a lot. I never knew so many people had such high hopes for me. I always thought that I am that quiet little girl whom nobody takes much notice of.

I really have to do well in this end-of-year examinations which is just around the corner. I want to get all As and B’s for all the modules. It is going to be really tough, but I am sure I can do it. So, how do I go about doing that?
Chen Ying suggestd that I revise what I have just learnt during the weekdays and revise the things that I have learnt in term 1 during the weekends. It sounds like a good plan. She wants me to start revising early, so I guess I have to start like right now…

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