I am feeling realy depressed now. My mentor just talked to me just now. She said she is very disappointed in me. There will be 44 students from China who will be joining us this year in April as students of the third batch of students of Ngee Ann Polytechnic School of Health Sciences (Nursing). She said she was really happy when she knew that there is a China student in her class. She wanted to have a model for the China students but I disappointed her. Then, before we parted, she told me that another lecturer had high hopes for me, but I disapoointed him too.
I was really unhappy with my marks, but I never knew that by doing badly in the examinations, I would be letting so many people down. What’s more, the two lecturers who were disappointed in me are two of the lecturers that I really like a lot. I never knew so many people had such high hopes for me. I always thought that I am that quiet little girl whom nobody takes much notice of.
I really have to do well in this end-of-year examinations which is just around the corner. I want to get all As and B’s for all the modules. It is going to be really tough, but I am sure I can do it. So, how do I go about doing that?
Chen Ying suggestd that I revise what I have just learnt during the weekdays and revise the things that I have learnt in term 1 during the weekends. It sounds like a good plan. She wants me to start revising early, so I guess I have to start like right now…
hey jie…you can do it! *waves pom poms* jia you! you know I’ll always believe in you. If I can help in any way, let me know okay? love you!
–xiao mei