Archive for June, 2007


I have just made a new discovery about myself, and I don’t know if I should be happy or sad that I am like this.I realise that I will only believe myself. That is to say, I will only be convinced of something if I expereince myself or have tried it myself. Even you tell me a thousand times that it will not work, I will want to try it out still. Even if I myself know that it is probably not going to have any positive result, I will do it, even if just to prove to myself that it cannot be done.

What do you all think of this trait? Is this a good thing or a bad thing?


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Friendster Deactivated

As some of you may have already realised that I have cancelled my Friendster account. Of course I have my reasons for doing so…

  • I am more of a private person, there’s not much that I want to share with the world.

  • I don’t need this kind of thing to prove to myself that I have worth. One of the most important reasons why I joined Friendster was because I was feeling really down back then. I kind of wanted to prove that I am not THAT detestable and that maybe someone will actually want to be my friend. Since I have already proved my point, I don’t feel that need to stay on it any longer.

  • I don’t need “superficial” friends. I just need a few really close friends who will be there for me always and whom I can really trust. You know who you are, don’t you?

  • I will not lose contact with my friends. We can still chat on MSN and the phone.

These are the reasons I have come up with so far. They are more than enough to convince myself to deactivate my account.

See you on MSN, people!

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Stage Bloopers

Someone told me that this guy (a magician) almost set the stage on fire. I went to Youtube to search for it and here it is. Enjoy!

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Running Numbers

Yay! I was REALLY bored and I was having this itch for a meme, so I went online to look for one and this is what I found…

Favorite Color: Pink
Favorite Food: Do I have to list all of them? It’s going to take ages. I think I will just settle for ice-cream
Favorite Month: About September to October. It is cooling but not too cold yet
Favorite Song: Steps- It’s The Way You Make Me Feel
Favorite Movie: Freedom Writers
Favorite Sport: Cycling
Favorite Season: Autumn
Favorite Day of the week: Friday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Vanilla
Favorite Time of Day: Evening

Current Mood: Feeling lazy
Current Taste: Curry
Current Clothes: Red FOC t-shirt and shorts
Current Desktop: Home
Current Toenail Color: Nothing
Current Time: 1200
Current Surroundings: The study room
Current Thoughts: I am bored

First Best Friend: Jing Yang
First Kiss: Boyboy
First Screen Name: Can’t really remember
First Pet: Two turtles
First Piercing: Earlobes
First Crush: Jian Xuan, this guy in my class in primary school
First CD: Disney Love Songs. Got it at Mcdonald’s

Last Cigarette: I don’t smoke
Last Drink: I don’t drink
Last Car Ride: To dinner in Mum’s car
Last Kiss: Friday
Last Movie Seen: Fantastic 4
Last Phone Call: Yesterday
Last CD Played: I don’t play CDs. My MP3 was last playing S Club 7

Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends: No
Have You Ever Broken the Law: No
Have You Ever Been Arrested: No
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: No
Have You Ever Been on TV: No
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn’t Know: No

Thing You’re Wearing: Red FOC t-shirt and shorts
Thing You’ve Done Today: Watch VCD and blog
Thing You Can Hear Right Now: Cars
Thing You Can’t Live Without: Books and food
Thing You Do When You’re Bored: Think about things I should be doing to keep myself occupied but which I cannot muster the energy to start

1. Bathroom
2. My bedroom
3. Living room
4. Study room

1. Jing Yang
2. Myself
3. Jeanette

1. Black or White: White
2. Hot or Cold: Hot

1 THING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: Have a blissful family with the one I love

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Marriage Age

Opps, I just realised that I am the last in D3 to do this. Okay, I am supposed to put an ‘x’ next to the ones that apply to me, total the numbers and then that’s the age I’m going to get married. Let’s see…

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee. (for my Mum)

[x] I keep track of dates using a calendar. (it helps. REALLY!)

[ ] I own more than one credit card. (I wish I do, but sadly I don’t. won’t mind getting one though)

[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car. (cars? I am an idiot when it comes to cars)

[x] I know how to do my own laundry. ( I am a good girl…)

[ ] I vote every election. (I don’t really care much)

[x] I can cook for myself. (I won’t let myself starve to death, that much I can say)

[ ] I think politics are exciting. (I hate politics, it’s stupid)

[ ] I balance my checkbook. (what is a checkbook?)

[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends. (it depends)

Total: 4

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early. (trying very hard)

[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse. (not really always)

[ ] I’ve never gotten a detention. (once in secondary school)

[x] I have never smoked a cigarette. (never ever going to)

[x] I have never gotten completely trashed. (I am such a nice person, who would want to trash me?)

[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once. (I will nerver forget my birthday. PRESENTS!)

[x] I like to take walks by myself. (it can be very calming)

[x] I’ve watched talk shows. (once or twice, I think)

[x] I know what ‘credibility’ means without looking it up. (it means something that can be believed in)

[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week. (no way. I am extremly sensitive to caffine)

Total: 5

[x] I know how to do the dishes. (I wash them almost everyday)

[x] I can count to 10 in another language. (Mandrain and Cantonese)

[ ] When I say I’m going to do something I do it. (that’s what I need to work on)

[ ] My parents trust me. (not really)

[ ] I can mow the lawn. (I wish I have a lawn to mow)

[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid. (I am not that intelligent)

[ ] I remember to water the plants. (that is why they are all dying)

[x] I study when I have to. (when I have examinations)

[x] I pay attention at school/college. (at least I try to)

[x] I remember to feed my pets. (I hope I did. did I?)

Total: 5

[x] I can spell ‘experience’ without looking it up. (that is easy)

[ ] I work out on a regular basis. (I am a lazy bum)

[x] I clean up my own mess. (I am a neat freak)

[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name. (I seldom go to Starbucks. expensive!)

[ ] My favorite kind of food is take out. (Italian, Japanese and Korean are my choices)

[ ] I have gained weight since middle/high school. (I have lost weight)

[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine. (go to the toilet)

[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don’t need. (I can be disciplined)

[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said. (I hate those. never get them)

[ ] I can type quickly. (I am slow at typing)

Total: 4

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour. (I realised that long ago)

[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment. (I have lots of friends everywhere)

[ ] I have been to a tupperware party. (what is a tupperware party?)

[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are overthe age of 25 and have a job. (that is so true)

[ ] I have more bills than I can pay. (I only have one bill to pay. my handphone bill)

[ ] All(most) my friends are older than I am. ( they are all younger than me. I feel old!)

[x] I can say no to staying out all night. (I usually don’t say out all night)

[x] I use the internet every day. ( check mail and random stuff)

[x] My wardrobe hasn’t changed in a while. (it is in dire need of replenishing)

[x] I can read a book and actually finish it. (I love reading)

Total: 6

So, I will get married at the age of 24. Wow, that is pretty young. I hope that really happens.

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Eugene Loh – A Slice of Life

My Mum has been nagging me for weeks to help her find out about this Eugene Loh person who hosts this radio column thing called “A Slice of Life”. I went online and found out that this Eugene Loh guy is actually 938 LIVE ‘s Music Director. Wow… I found the A Slice of Life podcasts that my Mum want. They have a newsletter, so I keyed in my e-mail address and they send the podcasts to my e-mail everyday. Out of curiosity, I read it and it is surprsingly good. What it says is really true. Here, go and read it for yourself.

A Slice of Life – Eugene Loh

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Flunked NSL Practical

Okay, so I totally flunked my NSL practical today. I don’t know what happened, the moment I stepped into the room, my mind just went totally blank. All I could do was stare at the equipments, thinking to myself:” I know I am supposed to do something with them. The thing is: WHAT?”I had a good cry after I got home. I have never failed NSL practical and it just makes me feel so incompetent.

They will arrange a practice session for me and then a restest for me on Thursday. I just hope that I can get it cleared by Thursday.

I must get over this diappointment and move on. I must do really well in the other papers so that my this failure will not look so bad.

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